I just finished an exam an hour ago; my room is a mess; I haven’t gone running since Saturday; my stomach doesn’t function anymore; I don’t think I have really had several consecutive days of healthy eating in a loooooong time; what is going on? Is my life falling apart? This and other existential questions will be answered in this extra-special blog entry.
Except not really. I don’t have the answers to those questions! I really just sort of feel like I want to spend several days eating nothing but fruits, vegetables, and yogurt (maybe I will make my own since I have the magical powers to accomplish such a task) and doing lots of running and yoga…good thing I have a long vacation coming up!
My brain is so tired and I kind of guiltily feel like I don’t actually deserve to be tired. Sort of like I didn’t do enough to really warrant being so tired. While studying for this exam I took today, I fell asleep three times. That never happens to me! I guess the reason why I am sitting here writing about it is because I am a little worried…this sort of fatigue doesn’t seem too normal to me, and I sort of wanted to take an informal poll: does anyone else feel this way sometimes? any identifiable reason why? any theories (I will put it out there–I don’t drink enough water, I don’t eat well these days, but I do take my vitamins) about what might help? would it help to go for a vegetable, fruit, yogurt detox arrangement over the next few days? I kind of get the impression that my body is reacting to something I am doing wrong, otherwise I wouldn’t be so tired and my stomach wouldn’t be, like, revolting against me.
So, to sum up: what’s wrong with me? Comments, please!